Saturday, March 22, 2014

// t w e n t y n i n e //

twenty nine.  It seems like just yesterday I was forgetting I wasn't a teenage anymore.  Soon, I'll have to remind myself I'm not a twenty-something anymore.  But for now, and one more year, I won't have to worry about that.  Really, I'm exactly where I hoped to be.  Despite our financial situation, my life is so full of joy.  Not only joy, but my life is full of beautiful emotions.  Sometimes, bittersweet and then, at other times, I feel as if I am brimming over with infinite joy.  Maybe it's because I'm a writer and my temperament is melancholy, but I feel as if a rainbow of emotions is good.  Sometimes sad, sometimes happy.  It's the absence of emotions that bothers me.  The lack of feeling.  I'm such an emotional person that frequently, I feel out of place.  Small talk bothers me.  Endless acquaintances? I don't get it.  I want relationships that mean something.  It doesn't bother me when people reveal their deeper thoughts to me, because honestly, I'm there with them.  I understand.  I've felt it with them.  

Anyways, this birthday was full.  I had moments of frustration (brought on by two toddlers who apparently did not know that they shouldn't throw fits on their mother's birthday. <3 )  I had moments of complete joy, like when Asher was in the sling with his daddy and his little hand was gripping his daddy's arm.  Or when I felt exhausted.  But full.  I'll say it again: my life is full.  

Here are some photos of another aceino adventure.  We call every outing an adventure because any time you step out the front door it's an adventure right?  I like to think so. 




















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3 comments:

  1. This is SO sweet. I'm a deep feeler too and completely get that - - the absence of emotions bothers me more than having the whole spectrum of them. Happy happy birthday!! I just turned 29 last month! Ah! Let's live this last year of our 20s to the fullest!! :)

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    1. oh yay, happy belated birthday! And yes, let's do it! Such a beautiful time of life. <3 xo

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  2. Happy very belated Birthday! I hope this year is filled with many more precious moments and adventures for you :)

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